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LittleGirl_Lost
Ok so I'm not a little girl at all, though, sometimes i feel that way and all I crave is that hug thats never there. I'm 20yrs old and I am lost. I don't know who I am anymore and I'm not sure that I even care. I don't live, I exist and my life goes around in circles...vicious circles. I don't know how to let people in and I find it hard to form new attachments. Thats not to say I don't have friends but they are few and far between. And my god i have more acquaintances than i could possibly care for. But what do you do when you finally accept that you are so different to even your best friends that you are alone amongst a crowd. I came here to find myself and maybe knock down a few barriers along the way. I don't want to be alone anymore but its a hard habit to break. Ask me questions though I may not answer....I will tell you when I am ready. My weight is my own business so just don't ask. I don't do faddy diets, I listen to my body and I listen to my heart. My ED and me coincide in our own little head space. Though sometimes we get long better than others. It is the stuff of my nightmares yet my knight in shining armour. And I guess this is it. This is me.....
Latest page update: Nov 7 2009, 10:20 AM EST
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