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week 1	goal:-3lbs	by the 23th	current 133lbs	acheived:a 2lb loss
week 2	goal:-4lbs	by the 28th	current 131lbs	achived:failed
week 3	goal:-10	by the 8th		achived:
week 4	goal:-6	by the 10th		achived:

The True Home of Alexis Hope
hi.. im pretty sure this is the one place i belong... my name is alexis i am half native american and half Ethiopian... i live in New York (not the city)my story is simple... im a regular girl who likes to have fun the only differences is i like things perfect so perfect in fact that before i knew it i had an ED problem its not really a problem to me but just to

everyone else around me and its not even thier business... anyway i love scary japaneese movies and writing songs and poems and drawings i play guitar and love music i have lots of friends but none that know about this or have the same thing, im the kinda girl that falls in love only once every eternity but when i do i fall fast and hard it fells like i never real stop falling for that same person and i guess thats how it was with my ed and when i was diagnoced bulimic-anorexic i did`nt wanna tell any of my friends and i still have`nt because im still im not super thin like people expect ana girls to be im just an avgerage weight and when i was diagnosed i think i was 117lbs my parents forced me to start gaining but i was never underweight once in my life but they say i have all the symptoms....honestly i just hate my body and i just wanna be thin i know my fam thinks i have a problem but i dont they all have a fast food addicion and most of my family is fat and i just dont want to be like them and honestly i dont think there is anything wrong with dropping some uneeded weight to my family dropping pounds is crazy talk and i cant be like be likr that cant and i wont!!

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im 133lbs i want to be 110lbs in the long run,, 23lbs to go before school starts... drop by nd leave a comment anytime btw im looking for ana buddies that body type wise are in the same place as me im 15 but you can be any age or race but it would be cool to find another American Ethiopian ok <<3 bye xoxo

7/21/09 i started doing yoga and i just became vegan and so far its working out great i look reelly tone and i`ve become some what more mellow, but im gonna have to stop soon because im going on anther fast starting today and i need to save my energy hopefully i dont get knocked off track this time wish me luck<33 bye xoxo
She is my ultimate thinsparation she is a strong girl and she is Ethiopian and long legged just like me and yet she looks thin and dainty and fragile like a beautiful flower just like i want to be and seeing her helps me belive i will beKaty Perry is my musical inspraration her childhood was just like mine is now ,you know, the whole over protective parents that did not let her listen to anything but the gospel those are my parents ecsacly and her teen boob problems like how they made her shy and embarassed, as a teen i can relate...mine are big and emerassing too i`l be happy to have them later on in life but boys are still pervs right now...you get it... and she also only ever had like 3 boyfriends in her teen years and so far i only had 1 and we event have that same colorful fifties meets modern style i think that genra of style is called vinmod and when i grow up i wanna be a famos singer too but event thinner than her
and this girl just looks really natraly beautiful and has really pretty hair and dress loljjuly/23/09 ok so today was pretty good event though i had a piece pizza which i usually never eat...i tried not to purge it because i`m tring to beat bulimia btw if you met me in peoson you`d notice i cant event say bulimia like ever idk why but it feels just a bad as the f word to me idk but anyway i purged a little and then stoped right in the middle of it and asked myself how can i learn to control my eating and lose weight if i feel like i can keep eating and i wont gain weight because i purge it... i cant! so instead i put on like 4 sweatshirts over a trashbag and ran 4 miles and then came back home and did some floor exersizes ang some yoga and some dance moves and i felt so much better and i did`nt event feel tired because of all the calories i consumed i just kept going i cleaned the house plus my room and made food for my dad then when my mom came home we went to the gym and i ran the tred and did some wieghts than ran until i stared to feel sick and my sight got dark(thats how i can always tell i burned off most off my daily cal intake)then i weighed myself and i lost wiehgt!! what i learned today was that exersizing works way better than purgeing if i keep this up i bet i`ll lose so much weight!!! in other news... i bought some rice cakes lol.21lbs to go!!

july/24/09
today was great i woke up pretty depressed as usaual but then out of no where my mom just says get out of beb we going out i asked where and she said you will see. so i get dress and we leave and she brings me to a bike shop and she got me a bike and not just any bike the acsact bike i have always said i wanted and it looks like it came strait of of the 40`s or50`s and i love it and its blue. it was the nicest thing and she got it for me for no reason at all she just wanted to see me happy she said... my dad has no idea she got me a bike he would be so angry lol but he will find out eventualy yay i am so happy and its not just fun but its exersize which is my ne favorite thing to do in free time yay im so happy

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