Hey sorry i haven't replied sooner i am so completely not with it atm and forget what i have done and what i was just thinking i have to do (that makes no sense sorry). Sorry this isn't a good reply i'm just all over the place atm n can't concentrate properly or think coherently
My story is nothing compared to the others on here who have been through so much, i wrote some of it on a thread here. it was called 'care to share' it's just me feeling sorry for myself really and being over dramatic. its terrible especially when some of the girls on here have had it real bad n i feel so sad for them, i think i should suck it up and get over myself cause i can't imagine what it must b like for them (sorry rambling n making no sense, not sure what going on with me atm just not right)
I bought new scales 2 a couple wks ago, i think d battery is dead already n i think i broke them (to fat for them) did you get digital? i never had digital ones b4, omg i love/hate them, so much better.
Will your dad make things hard for you? Hope you get through it ok.
I need to fast or something drastic, i’ve binged so bad lately, i hate to think what weight i am so i just use the broken scales excuse for now to try n convince myself it isn’t happening n i don't need to do anything drastic i can't undo when i get this down, i guess it’s a good thing i can't see the damage i’ve done this last week otherwise i probably would do something stupid cause i just don’t know how to cope (sorry i am making no sense and completely rambling and full of self pity I’ll stop sorry)
Not sure of my weight atm n i'm so insecure about it haven't actually told anyone b4, maybe soon if i can fix things i will, i don’t really know my height (i should check). I need to get back into the exercise
Neways will shut up now sorry again. Hope you’re doing ok n happy to chat more, if you can stand me after all that sorry! xx

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