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Hey, I'm Andrea. I have EDNOS. I restrict, I fast, I binge, I purge, I compulsively exercise. I am a slave to my disorder, but it's not so easy for me to want to escape. Yay, it's my birthday today :) So glad that NO ONE remembered it, not even my cousins, which I find very angering, considering that not only do I remember their birthdays but I actually call or email them too! Oh well whatever. At least my parents remembered! Also I got headshots done a while ago, figure I'd share a couple of my favourite! Let me know what you think! :) This is a little bit of me and my life.... My beautiful baby brother, Finley. He's my little gingersnap and I love him to pieces. I just like my legs in this one.... Being stupid.... Dance party!
1. you will be fat if you eat today. just put it off. 2. you don't NEED that much food. 3. fat people can't fit everywhere. 4. guys will be able to pick you up without struggle. 5. less weight means you'll run faster. 6. people will remember you as the beautiful one. 7. they'll describe you as, "she weighs like 90 pounds." 8. guys won't laugh and walk away from you. 9. starving demonstrates excellent willpower. 10. you will be able to see BEAUTIFUL bones. 11. Bones are clean and pure, fat is dirty. 12. if you eat, eat with respect, not like a PIG. 13. models are the image of perfection and none are fat! 14 too many people in the world are obese. 15. people who eat are selfish and unrealistic. 16. only fat people are attracted to fat people. 17. you will beautiful on the INSIDE and OUT. 18. you will move quietly and skillfully like a spider. 19. only thin people are graceful. 20. you can see a fat ripple when you slap a fat person. 21. "Ow, you're crushing me!" or "Wow, you're so light!" 22. underweight a.k.a. PERFECT BODY. 23. ballerina or beanbag? 24. I want to be light as a helium balloon and float away. 25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints. 26. starve off the fat, ugly body parts you don't need. 27. nothing can't be fixed with hunger & weight loss. 28. "no thanks" to food means "YES" to THIN! 29. no one looks at a fat person, as if they are invisible. 30. they only see when they're in the way of a thin girl. 31. everyone notices a walking skeleton. 32. nothing tastes as good as thin feels. 33. happiness is more important than food. 34. eating is conforming to others' expectations. 35. when you get dizzy and weak you're almost there. 36. hunger is your friend and won't betray you like food. 37. food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy. 38. think of anorexia as your secret weapon. 39. if you can name one reason to be fat, I'll name a million and one to be thin. 40. thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes. 41. food rots your teeth. 42. puffy cheeks, double chins, and chubby ankles are NOT attractive. 43. fatty areas stretch and sag as you get older. 44. ever seen the arms of a fat person waving goodbye? 45. eating little to nothing saves you money! 46. the average (middle class) American wastes OVER $8,000 a year on FOOD ALONE..no wonder so many Americans are obese! 47. fat people make their country look bad.48. big people sweat more and they smell bad. 49. fat people die earlier. 50. you'll be the envy of all the other girls. 51. all the guys will want you. 52. you're less likely to get food poisoning. 53. you won't be exposed to all the chemicals and pesticides they put in food today. 54. you won't get sweaty on hot days. 55. the word fat will only apply to you in a sarcastic way. 56. no one wants to see a fat person dance. 57. beauty queen or dairy queen? IMPROVEMENTS NEED TO BE MADE! Age: 17 BMI: 17.6 (June 13) ED: EDNOS Job: Candy Girl at the movie theatre concession, and sometimes in the box. Pets: 3 adorably fat kitties and a jack russel Ideal Weight: I would say 95, but it's really hard to tell. It's not so much about numbers for me as it is feeling comfortable in my body. I'm not trying to look hotter or become more desirable. The exterior of my body is makes me feel unbearable. I guess when I no longer see something jiggle or lump then that will be my ideal weight. Favourite Band: Of Montreal Favourite Movie: The Graduate Favourite Book: The Bell Jar Favourite TV Show: Beverly Hills, 90210 (the original obviously!!) Favourite Snack: Veggie dogs Greatest fear: Dying alone Second greatest fear: Cancer Leave a comment, add me, message me :) You can look but you can't touch it. I have a blog. Message me if you want the address to learn more about me. I'm almost eighteen and going away to university to a city I've never been to before. I'm absolutely terrified. Terrified. I love my baby brother and my cats. My favourite thing to do is come on here and talk with all of you guys. I don't really have any real friends and my life is pretty boring. I don't do much. I'm in recovery right now so I won't give you tips and tricks. I hope you'll support me just as I will support you in your endeavors. I hold no judgments on anything all! Love you all xox stay strong and be beautiful! Love, Andrea. Add me or message me or WHATEVER. Hope to hear from you :)
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