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Missed everyone :)
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okay, so its not like i was trying to avoid a.b but i have just been really busy... and i guess i just never got round to it.
but anyway, things are getting worse like they allways do around x-mas i know it might sound retarded, but i feel like i'm getting worse (mentally) im just crying randomly, getting panic attacks just from thinking about the future and getting suicidal from thinking about the past...
so anyway, i've missed you all so much. what is everyone doing for x-mas? im staying at home wrapped up in 10 duvets. haha.
oh and by the way, why has the website changed colour??
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Hay sweets, Missed you on here, sorry your not great, twill probably pass once xmas is over with. Dont be isolating yourself, you no where i am:) xxx
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anyone heard from bobby?
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i havent heard from bobby aka **************** in ages, it says the last time she was online was the 6th of november, ive messaged her, texted her no replys:\ im getting worried :( has anyone heard from her recently? xxx
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diamond dazzler
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Today, 2:49 PM EST by
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i just got engaged last night!
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new colour
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Today, 2:44 PM EST by
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I want to be the first to say that although i have no idea why anabones has turned this black/blue/slate colour, but i love it. Personally i hate orange, so i hope this new look is a permanent one! Id settle for pink too?
xxx niamh
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Today, 2:44 PM EST
orr i really like it and i think the firework things are cute :) x
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hi all eney one 35+
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Today, 5:55 AM EST by
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hi all eney 1 35+ it would be gr8 to talk to someone my age im marred and 2 children
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Im 24, and my kids are of the four legged kind, but hallo all the same. xxx
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looking for a buddy
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Okay so I am truly fat like really gross nasty fat right now. I have been doing a lot of binging and purging lately but would really like to get better at just not eating. I really need someone who will be supportive of this and help me get through the day when all I want to do is stuff food into my fat face.
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Has anyone had success with Alli or Green Tea Extract?
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Yesterday, 11:53 PM EST by
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Has anyone ever had success with either of these products? I've read some good reviews for Alli on Amazon.com, but I could not find any for Green Tea Extract.
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Ana buddy/friend?
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Yesterday, 4:06 PM EST by
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Basically, i used to have two friends with EDs and it was good having people to actually talk to, who i could be honest with. But they both recovered so i'm just looking for someone to talk to/keep me motivated etc. :)
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I'm so upset! I weighed myself yesterday and it said I put on more weight! WTF 5lbs in 3 days. I haven't even eaten ! I'm so pissed. Today it's strictly water for me! I almost broke down last night! it was horrible! i need support! I WILL MEET MY GOAL DAMNIT!
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I'M BACK!!!
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Yesterday, 10:16 AM EST by
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Girlies, I am back!! :D, I've missed you all and this site soooooo much, our internet provider has taken ages to switch the internet over but they finally have so I'm back online at last! I have to admit, I think I've gained :(, I just haven't had all of your fantastic motivation, but hopefully things will change now. I've been having doubts about whether I want all of this anymore, my psychology teacher said that people with ana are basically just self-mutilating themselves and it got me thinking..... But hey ho, for now I'm just happy to be back! OMG, I think I could just type forever and ever! Nothing interesting has really happened with me except I kind of blurted about my ed... I was at a party and got sooo unbelievably drunk, I have a bruise on my hip, skin off my shoulder and a bruised foot from where I fell over lol, anyway, my friend saw me asleep so came over, she said I woke up, started crying hysterically and saying that there was no point in being alive unless I was thin (repeatedly!!!), then I got out my trusty mobile and started texting ix3youalot basically saying the same thing. So, I completely forgot about this and the next morning my friend said to me "who's sophie a then??" (sophie a is the name i stored ix3youalot as) and so I just said to her "I have no idea", completely unbelievable answer I know, she asked me a bit about it but now it's all ok, thank god! Luckily me and my friend have such a good relationship that we now just joke about it, we went for a mean the other night and I sat there saying, "oo should I eat this, like I said the other night there's no point in being alive unless I'm thin", so it's all ok now :) Anyway, I can't wait to start posting on here again and catching up with all you girls!! Love Gem xxx
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oh right so good job i didnt reply then til the morning :) orr gems mum:( i hope she likes it soon, aw thats really sad bless her im sure she will get it the way she likes it soon :) xxx
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I'm so stupid ):
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Yesterday, 9:24 AM EST by
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Thought it was really nice that Evan stopped by while I was working yesterday. But it was only to tell me he can't take me today when he goes to celebrate his mothers birthday because the restaurant is too expensive. So I guess I don't get to see him this weekend... again. Of course, I can't help but think that if I'm perfect then maybe I'll be worth someones time. Somehow it's ok because he hasn't raped me, or cheated on me at this point. Which makes him the best boyfriend I've ever had. Hurrah for low standards. What can I expect thought? I'm not good enough for me, how can I expect to be good enough for anyone else?
I drank too much last night and now I'm spending all of today working it off cause I'm such a dumbass to drown myself in self destructive activities. I should have died my last suicide attempt. I shouldn't have gotten brushed off like I did, not comitted because there weren't enough beds and because I can talk my way out of everything. I'm so broken that if I'm not thin and beautiful enough no one will want me because there won't be anything to want. And maybe if I get smaller and smaller, people will treasure the little of me there is to love.
I don't want much, really. Just to be able to live my life quietly and to have someone there to hold me.
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''my roommate is (she is 5 foot 2 inches and 200 lbs, eww, gross, yuck) '' erww that is actually dirty. x
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STARBUCKS.
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Yesterday, 9:11 AM EST by
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i was wondering does anyone know what things i can buy in starbucks with low cals because i saw something which had all its drinks with low cals but i forgot lol x
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yeah i found that yesterday and was like 'oh so thats where it is' haha :) xx
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Yesterday, 7:41 AM EST by
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Is fantastic, I really like it. Upgrade.
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Yesterday, 6:28 AM EST by
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:( I was fat once... it hurt alot being that big, I'm soo happy thats over .. no one makes fun of me anymore.
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I'm a vegetarian...
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Could I substitute the meat for beans or some other protein source?
Would protein powder be better?
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How many grams of protein per serving does it have?
I use EAS Whey Protein Chocolate flavor shake. Its 130 calories for 23g of protein.
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hunger?
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I no that the term eating disorder refers to disorder eating, but ive become the very definition of the word. I could not tell you how many cals im getting at the moment, for one im taking as many diet pills/fat burners ect as mouthfulls of food, and secondly im purging so often. Its awful because not only am i totally out of control, but ive gotten so out of touch with normal hunger feelings that im either hungry all the time, tortured by cravings, or free from hunger and almost untouchable. This would be ok under normal circumstances where i would start to restrict and fast, but its two ****king days from christmas. Im in hell. What am i going to do to preserve some sanity until January arrives and i can give up food? xxx the failing disordered eater.
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struggling with christmas?
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Oh i no lots of people will say they hate christmas, and especially on sites like this its what you expect to hear, but do you really? Im in a state of panic at the thought of christmas being only days away. Panic laced with depression and guilt. I hate this time of year so much i cant articulate it. Its not just the massive amounts of food, which certainly factors, but its also the over the top happiness you encounter everywhere. It makes me face the fact that in reality im not a very happy girl, in fact im ****ing miserable. This time of year makes me feel like an outsider, and im accutley aware that every year its getting worse.
Does anyone else feel like this?
xxx niamh
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"yeah i know. I keep hearing from two men in my life and my friends how awesome i am and i cant fckn stomach it. I HATE MYSELF and when people say merry xmas i want to say go fck yourself. I will wake up alone on xmas day, have no money for gifts for my family who are actually deserving and i feel like a total loser failure who just cant get my life in order. im baking a cake today and giving it away. i dont even want food its a beautiful place to be and while all this **** whirls around in my head and i think cutting myself would help all i can do to try to jolly myself is feel empty inside. " Thats exactly how i feel. Im broke (after buying the two pressents i had to get), which makes me feel so useless. I usually get my baby brother a good present, and hate the feeling of failing him, and i no my boyfriend has spent a fortune on me while all i could afford to get him was an x-box game. I just feel like crying. Im really struggling to keep smiling and hold up in front of my family, just want to hide from it all. I havent cut myself in over 5 years, more even, and i cut myself yesterday. The only thing keeping me moving forward is the empty feeling in my belly and the thought of all the alcohol i drink to get threw it all. Hope your holding up thinsational, ill be around a good bit over xmas, hiding from the food, so im here if you to talk. xxx niamh
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Poetry
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Tuesday, 5:06 PM EST by
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There has definitely been a negative air on AB recently, And I will be the first to admit I have contributed to it being in a terrible mood for about 4 days, but now I want to change it into something positive!! I have been taking all of my thoughts and writing them down in a way I find I can get them across to someone, in a way things don't HAVE to make sense recently. My counsellor told me to find somewhere or something to vent through, and I think Ive found it in poetry! Now I'm no poet, but maybe neither are some of you, BUT I would like to run a poetry competition! I was thinking people could post their poems and the Titles and people could message me the name of the person and the name of their poem they would like to win to me! I couldn't really think of any incentive for people to contribute, but the best I could come up with was the winner will receive...: 3 compliments! I think I'll make the closing date 16th December 09 So that gives you a week!! (If this is a really stupididea just tell me to shut the F*uck up. I'm just trying to continue with the positivity we started to get here) Much love, and good luck girlies there are three compliments at stake!! xxx
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Oh wow im so shocked, really and truely im so touched. Thank you everyone. Ah, you should see the big smile on my face right now! Love you all! xxx
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I need a buddy
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seriously I've tried it alone and I'm tired of purging and I would like to be helped as well as help some one. I'm 17 BTW and I want to get down to a size 00 and IDK what I am right now all I know is that I'm 5'3'' and 169 (prolly less) and can't fit into forever 21 anymore. so yeah please I would love your help or anyones help
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oh my god
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Tuesday, 4:50 AM EST by
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im a carer and i know people with missing limbs that can work !!! if theyve got arms,legs and a voice they can work !!! its disgusting to think that we all pay for them to sit about !!!
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We have got our chance to vote against that. Treatment is cheaper than benefiting their lazyness.
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Ana Buddy?<3
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Tuesday, 1:47 AM EST by
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Hey, I'm new to this site. But happy to find it.. I'm 16 && looking for a buddy that I could be able to talk, rant, help, etc. :) Email & texts are good with me ^.^ i also have a myspace which I'm always on haha. I'll send all my information for those if you sound like you want to be my buddy. :D Message me? (: thanks!
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Tuesday, 1:47 AM EST
I would like to be your buddy... :) I'm 14, if that doesn't bug you. lolasunshine@ymail.com
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