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| BlueHourGirl | Supplements: What I take. What do you take? | 10 | 55 minutes ago by LittleGirl_Lost | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 30 2009, 12:31 PM EDT
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Hi Everyone,
I just finished reading posts about Apple Cider Vinegar, diet pills etc. I thought I might let you all know what I do, that is...if your are interested. ;-) I would also really like to know what everyone else takes or how they feel about supplements. I should mention I am in the US so some of you may not have heard of these. I am drinking an Apple Cider Vinegar supplement, 1 ounce a day. Not hard to take at all. I have always heard consistently good things about ACV. I get it from here: www.yodersgoodhealthrecipe.com. Read the "Herbs & Vinegar" part. I take Metabolife and CitriMax. Each are 2 capsules a day, 3 times a day. For me, they are just an appettite suppressant and slight energy booster. The truth is I bought the bottles and now I just want to finish them. They are not one of my must-have supplements. I drink Monavie, 2 ounces a day. It's an Acai berry drink but has lots of other stuff in it (fruits/vegetables) because I am obviously not eating those things. It's a good way to keep your health up so you can keep going and no one knows whats going on. Lastly, I take various energy supplements made by the company VPX. Redline, Meltdown, or Liquid Clenbutrx. Right now, I take the Liquid Clenbutrx. It tastes vile but its the best appettite suppressant and enegy booster I have ever encountered. I never combine them! It's one at a time or nothing at all. They are very strong. I am to the point where your average energy drink/pills don't work for me. I don't work for these people, I don't want to sound like a commercial but they really do make strong stuff. My husband and I used to joke that we thought they were slipping Cocaine it. If you take it of your own risk, follow the directions: start with the minimum!! My diet is built around strict carb restriction. XOXO
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| BlueHourGirl | the hint of a collar bone.... | 3 | Thursday, 11:57 PM EST by xxstiickthiinxx | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 7 2009, 10:00 PM EDT
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Every day is such hard work, it's been almost two weeks now. But then I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and hate the reflection. In my mind, its not happening fast enough. I want to be further along, I need to be further along. My reflection.....me.....is utterly deformed. Rolls and dimples when I long for skin and bones. A hint of a collar bone, a shadow of a jaw line, a glimmer of beauty. Food is a drug to me like cocaine is to someone else. This has to be my way now...no middle of the road...this is how I must eat for the rest of my life. People who are recovering drug addicts or alcoholics stay that way by living very structered and ordered lives. This is how I will have to approach my life with food. I write down everything, what I eat, the supplements I take. I keep check lists and check things off as I go. I have to be able to quickly recall what I ate at the end of a day or else I think I ate too much. The only thing I don't moniter is water. I just drink it, and drink it, and drink it. Its difficult now because it is not yet habit. But I will keep going until it is. Until its no longer just a hint of collar bone....but more.
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| thindragon | I am back, so do not hesitate to write to me,if You have got any probs | 4 | Monday, 5:14 PM EST by neelola | ||||
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Thread started: Sunday, 6:31 AM EST
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I hope, each of You doing well... I try my best, as always.
I wish all of You the same... How was Your Halloween....I enjoyed....
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| Seeking_Perfection | Body shape... | 14 | Sunday, 10:06 AM EST by lovell<3 | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 24 2009, 2:43 PM EDT
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Well I was standing infront of the mirror when I had a sudden realisation.
Im not AS big as the whale I thought I was. Let me explain... I was looking in the mirror, studying myself and insulting every single part of my body that I hate, when I came to my collar bone. I quite like my collar bone as it is quite prominent, then I stretched up to pin my hair back, and I saw all of those beautiful ribs... but then I looked at my bottom half and I saw blubber. Rolls of flab and I was disgusted at how My bum and legs could look so gross, when my chest looks like it does. Im not saying im uber skinny, buy I'm 5 6 ish and weigh about 122 lbs, ( -.- )im not saying im skinny, but I dont get the contrast in my shape. I think I have come to the conclusion I am a pear shape, but I was just wondering when I get to my my goal weight, will I still be an odd shape? My shape stops me from wearing things like Waist belts because it makes me look really out of proportion and a strange shape. The other thing is, what shapes do you guys have, and this sounds silly but do you like your shape, not your figure, but your shape? Sorry it was so long winded but I found it hard to explain what I meant Aha. Loveyou guys xxx
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| Seeking_Perfection | Hardest Decision... | 4 | Oct 29 2009, 1:39 PM EDT by fattyfingerz | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 25 2009, 1:36 PM EDT
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Well, It's comlicated. I hope you can keep up, I'll try and explain my situation as best I can...
My Gran and Grandpop live in Spain, I got a phone call last week from my grandpop asking me if I could promise him something. I agreed and he simply said 'Get better, be happy, live your life and make me prouder than I am now. I Love you, So much.' These words have stuck in my head. I have a terrible feeling he is really ill, its in his nature not to tell someone if he was... dying. I love him so much, and he is so special to me, he is such a compassionate man, and he would do literally anything to help me with anything.The more I think about it, I want him to be happy while he's still here. But the thing is.... I think I want to get better. Temporarily. Just so he can see me happy again, to make him proud again. But I cant imagine life without ana. I found an email address on AB last week and he claimed to be able to 'help us.' I added him to see what he could say, and he told me if I wasnt doing it for myself I wouldnt get better, I would just be postponing Ana, and I dont know if you CAN postpone ana....But I definately dont want her to leave me permanently... yet. I need her. But I love my grandpop too. It so confusing, and such a complicated situation. Im faced with the decision of choosing My family or ana, which is a decision I face every day of my life, just not as prominant as this, every time I choose ana,which is why i still have an ED, but now... I dont know. My grandpop is the ONLY person who has been there for me through thick and thin... I love him so much... The reason I suppose I am writing this is because... Well I need to know, what would you guys do, in honest opinions here please. This is playing with my sanity at the moment!! I took parts of this from a conversation I had with someone. Just so I didnt have to re-type the whole thing. I hope they don't mind.
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| Seeking_Perfection | Show your appreciation (page: 1 2) | 20 | Oct 25 2009, 1:39 PM EDT by Seeking_Perfection | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 18 2009, 4:11 PM EDT
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Warning: This may turn into an essay.
Ok to start with, I am SO sorry I haven't been on in AGES! I want to apologise to everyone who emailed me on here while I was away, and couldn't reply sooner. Reason being, me and my mum were watching a programme on Sky1 called 'living with a size zero' and a guy on there found all of his girlfriends thinspo sites one of them being prettythin.com and I was on the laptop at the time and my mum was eyeing me up, and I thought it would be best just to steer clear for a while, but I have been fooling her into thinking I haven't gone back to my own ways so I think she's laid off me a bit now. Anyways, being away made me realize a lot of things. And being back here made me realise a lot of things. One of them is seeing how sorry I feel for myself on here. I never really post anything positive on here about myself, although I do like to think Im positive towards you guys and help you like you help me. But I realised that I don't have it as bad as some people on here do and I want to say sorry for always being such a drama queen. Another thing it made me see is there ARE people who care about me. As many as there are out there who don't, I think I have found the people I can spill everything to and will help me no matter what. I didn't know those people existed and it got me thinking...how many other people are on here not knowing people cared about them? And some people on here wouldn't have had to stay away for a period of time to notice how much you guys care about and love each other on here SOOO I figured I'd make a thread about it! Everyday this week I think it would be a great idea (personally, you might not agree!!) if you sent a compliment to a different person each day...
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| MariesaAnn | help | 1 | Oct 24 2009, 6:54 PM EDT by gemana | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 24 2009, 6:32 PM EDT
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| BlueHourGirl | How Elizabeth Hurley stays thin | 1 | Oct 22 2009, 11:37 AM EDT by Seaberry86 | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 9 2009, 11:51 AM EDT
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I always did wonder about this because she has steadily mainted a beautiful figure. I wasn't suprised when I read the following:
"""""Elizabeth Hurley eats beef jerky to stay slim. The actress-and-model – who is known for her tiny figure – believes snacking on the dried cured meat helps maintain her enviable body for film roles and photo shoots. She told Easy Living magazine: “It’s an excellent thing for anyone on the Atkins diet. I did a movie in South Africa with Ice Cube and it’s all I ate. I was very thin – 121lbs.” Liz runs a 400-acre farm in the UK with husband Arun Nayar and has brought out a range of health snacks - including beef jerky - which are all less than 100 calories and made from ingredients grown on her land."""""" Sounds to me like she is using the Ketosis method. Carbs are the enemy... ;-) XOXOXO
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| Lael78 | joined | 0 | Oct 21 2009, 7:30 PM EDT by Lael78 | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 21 2009, 7:30 PM EDT
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Hey I really was wondering if anyone wants a fasting partner. I have been failing miserably. I am starting a fast tomorrow beginning at midnight (Oct 22 09). If someone wants to join pleeeeeeeease contact me liteforgod@hotmail.com. I'm 5'7", 29 years, and weigh 117 lbs. My goal weight is 78 lbs. So it would be cool to have someone with similar stats and goal.
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| figuresque | Reasons to stay strong | 1 | Oct 13 2009, 12:18 PM EDT by gemana | ||||
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Thread started: Oct 13 2009, 12:12 AM EDT
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Hey everyone, lately I have been feeling pretty hopeless in my battle for thin, and I know I can't be the only one. So if you have advice or random thoughts on why we should keep to ana, then please share.
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| Seeking_Perfection | A week in the life of me. (page: 1 2 3) | 49 | Oct 1 2009, 9:33 PM EDT by CupcakeCouture | ||||
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Thread started: Aug 31 2009, 11:58 AM EDT
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This has been my worst week for a long time now, and not just in weight loss. Or lack of it. On 18th/19th August My mum set out to halve my dosage of anti depressents, but we got into a row and she stopped them altogether. This was the lowest I had been in a long time. On the afternoon of the 19th I packed a bag and was ready to leave. I couldnt just move out as I was still only 15 until September. I stole £50 from my mum, £30 from my brother and withdrew £150 from my bank account. the night of the 20th at 2:30 am I left. It was fairly cold, and my bag was heavy. I live in the middle of nowhere and had to walk 8.5 miles until there were cars. I decided I didnt want to go to far, because there isnt anything close by outside cornwall except for wales. I stopped in truro, 45 miles from where I started, and found a bus shelter to sleep. It took my a day and a half to get there through hitchiking and walking. I slept rough for two nights but I was so cold, all I had was a pair of jeans a t shirt and an old jumper, on the 3rd night I spent £30 on alcohol and dont rembember much from then. The fifth day, I gave up. I walked into tesco and bought ridiculous amounts of food. Im not proud. About 6pm I was a state. I had bought more alcohol and was unbearably depressed. I walked into the middle of the road. A guy pulled over narrowly missing me, and took me back to his place. He told me I could stay 4 days but hen I had to go because he was going to manchester. His name was sam and i think he was 26. That night (24rd) He had Friends over ( about 6 guys ) and I was offered some weed, and vodka. I took them both and Dont remember much of the night. It was like that the next night, but on the third night things were out of hand, I hadnt sobered up in 4 days, I was getting used to the drink, and had spent all my money for more. I was stuck between these two worlds, one where Everything was fine, nothing could hurt me, I didnt have a care in the world, but the oher hurt me...
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| Ohhsuger | Poem - skeletal angel. | 10 | Sep 30 2009, 8:32 AM EDT by Ohhsuger | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 27 2009, 10:03 PM EDT
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A Skeletal angel.
A chokehold of the lies is a curse, to destroy myself and all of them. Enclose around my neck, it steals away the last breath of self-respect. I lied to them, those people I love, & to these lies I am condemned. I'm destined and cursed to shrivel near what is known as ' perfect'. Disheartened at the ample fleshy little girl my mirror always reflects. I don’t need to be fed, not until I've devoured the flesh of my insides. To reach my goal I'll suffer the guilt of knowing I lied. There are too many imperfections, almost too many to correct. one by one, I will not leave any unchecked. I'm ordained to beauty, damned to splendor. Oh how I long for a waist so small, so slender. Still breathing? Yes, I am, but a corpse, emotionally surrendered. Dear starvation, I'll give you my figure, make me graceful, hold me so tender. When sustaining in a life of little or none, to be average, I'd want it, but only a pretender. The frame that pierces slowly through the tissue, are bones that mark my will to continue. Beauty comes with a price. The power to love hunger pains like family and keep them alive At all expenses even when honesty is sacrificed.
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| wishin2be | apple cider vinegar tabs and diet pills | 11 | Sep 30 2009, 4:39 AM EDT by wishin2be | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 29 2009, 5:12 AM EDT
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Does anybody know wether apple cider vinegar tabs reaaly work ? they are meant to suppress your apetite and also get your stomach acid to work harder so if you do eat it breaks down quicker !! also what diet pills have you all tried and what works . tried to buy ali and they just laughed at me in the chemist !!! i am using FAT BURNER from h+b also i take psylium husks ( they are good ) . but im just not loosing quick enough !! any body got any recomemations ? XXXXX
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| BlueHourGirl | I am so angry right now | 2 | Sep 26 2009, 3:07 PM EDT by BlueHourGirl | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 25 2009, 9:46 PM EDT
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Today was my first day back on the wagon. It was hard, long but I did it. I said something lightheartedly about working on losing weight and my husband responded by saying "but you still have a long way to go" I ******* know that! Ultimately, he only fueled my fire but I am still so angry. In my head I am saying "I will show you, I will show you all!" My husband doesn't know how I am doing it and I don't think he really cares. I am sorry if I sound crazy right now but I need make use of this space. I feel a little better already. XOXOXOXO
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| foulbeast | failure | 10 | Sep 24 2009, 11:08 AM EDT by ix3youalot | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 22 2009, 6:55 AM EDT
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due to serious excessive stress my body has decided to take any food and instantly slam it onto different parts of my body. i am back running, as well as doing upper body work. blah,blah, blah. i need to know, when i fast i obviously can loose weight- what i dont know, and would love some1 to take pity on me. how do i maintain that weight- the only way i can see is to limit cal intake to 3-400 cals. any advice, or criticism would be appretiviated. i just need some1 to care enough to take the time to guide and encourage me.
binging like a ***** is an option i guess, as long as sui can be a guanteed outcome. i am really sorry for the waste of a post. laters i guess.
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| yuki24 | uh oh... | 1 | Sep 23 2009, 5:26 PM EDT by ix3youalot | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 23 2009, 4:53 PM EDT
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girls i have some bad news..i had a few tests last week and yesterday i found out i have a tumour in my adrenal gland..that means my adrenal gland was over-secretting a male hormone that causes obesity,acne,hair loss,amenorrhea and lots of other nasty stuff.so now basically i have not one,but TWO diseases that make my weight increase.im still on my water fast,i dont know if i should stop?
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| yuki24 | an anas nightmare (page: 1 2) | 21 | Sep 21 2009, 4:03 PM EDT by yuki24 | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 17 2009, 4:55 AM EDT
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hiii all,my name is effie im 24yo and im going through a really hard situation(for an ana anyways).i ve been an athlete my whole life(swimming) and as long as i can remember myself i ve been obsessed with my body.until i was 18 i had the perfect body(of course i didnt appreciate it back then),i was 90 pounds,no cellulite etc.when i graduated i started gaining weight all of a sudden for no reason.i didnt eat more and i was still exercising.so i stareted cuttin down the calories until i was literally water fasting.but my weight kept increasing!i lost my friends,my bf,i quit my job,i didnt go to college,people were callin me fat on the street,even my own family was makin fun of me.and the funny thing was i wasnt eating AT ALL!my life got ruined and i all i did was trying to and kill myself all the time.until about a month ago,i decided to go to the doctor to see whats wrong.turns out i have a bad case of pcos all my life,it just got worse at 18.so i decided im gonna live and look like i used to.i started water fasting a few days ago and i ve lost 11 pounds.i used to weigh 220(i know eewww) and now im 209.i hope the cellulite goes away.i just want to be perfect again..
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| Seeking_Perfection | Radiooo | 8 | Sep 20 2009, 4:53 PM EDT by gemana | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 19 2009, 1:03 PM EDT
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Oh my gosh did anyone hear he radio yesterday morning?
I turned it on early as I got up to open my birthday presents and the news came on saying servers and site owners are raiding the net and getting rid of all websites promoting ana/mia habits and promoting Anything like self harm I know this site doesnt PROMOTE ana/mia but i dont think theyll see it like that. This site and all of the beautiful caring girls here are what been keeping me alive this past month. You saved my life, your not helping me end it! This site is my life and I dont think i can get by without it. This was written speedily and there are hundreds of spelling mistakes in it, but im scared, i dont know what to do! xx
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| moshimoshineko | Hello | 0 | Sep 19 2009, 11:41 AM EDT by moshimoshineko | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 19 2009, 11:41 AM EDT
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I just wanted to congratulate on the new look! I love it. I have been an assiduous reader of your website. It was the first pro-ana website I looked at.
If you could link my website to yours, it would be great. www.moshimoshineko.wetpaint.com
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| ♥Rose.is.a.fatty♥ | Friends? | 4 | Sep 17 2009, 4:09 AM EDT by foulbeast | ||||
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Thread started: Sep 16 2009, 5:02 AM EDT
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Anyone need an Ana Buddie? Or just a friend? : ) I'm a little worried about making Ana friends, my last lot were not very nice : (
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