basicaly used to be severly anorexic, the parents found out, forced me to eat a load of shit..including prety much every one of my forbidden foods
but now i have unlocked those foods as it were, i just cant stop eating them!!
how do i get control back?!
it's weired, if i'm hungry i can not eat for ages, but as soon as one peice of food goes in my mouth it's like the friggin flood gates open, and i have to eat everything i can get my hands on!
how the hell do i stop this 'all or nothing' thing i'v got going on..i HAVE to eat, cus family meal times..and just knowing that i'm going to eat makes me think..oh well if i'm gunna eat, might as well fucking EAT (shitloads) but then if i tell myself i'm not going to eat the i get cravings and end up devouring the entire house :P
has anyone else gone/going through this?!
please help..it's like i just dont assiciate eating food with gaining weight anymore :S
i eating around people, and i think that's kinda the problem, i'm to embaressed to eat properly infront f people, so when theres no one around i eat as much as i can, cus i dont know when i'll be alone (aka be able to eat what/how i want) again

please please can i have some advice about how to stop..i just need to break the habit but i dont know how!!

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