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thinnernow |
Food Beats Me... And now I have to "recover"
Aug 25 2009, 2:40 AM EDT
I'm so ashamed. i do well for a few days. sometimes more than that. but whenever i go home to visit my family, they keep so much food in the house, i always binge. (I throw away my own food) :-( normally i purge but they've caught on. I'm so scared I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow. and I'll probably have to feign recovery. and now i've binged and i can't purge but i feel like I'm going to get sick without trying. I feel awful in every sense of the word. How do you fake recovery? Do you find this valuable?
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n7158769 |
1. RE: Food Beats Me... And now I have to "recover"
Aug 25 2009, 7:07 AM EDT
"I'm so ashamed. i do well for a few days. sometimes more than that. but whenever i go home to visit my family, they keep so much food in the house, i always binge. (I throw away my own food) :-( normally i purge but they've caught on. I'm so scared I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow. and I'll probably have to feign recovery. and now i've binged and i can't purge but i feel like I'm going to get sick without trying. I feel awful in every sense of the word.hmm well you could do the usual drinking heaps of water b4 you go to the doc thing.. and just saying that you feel depressed and when you do you just dont want to eat... worked for me for a while but ultimately you cantr really fake recovery i dont think, there will be someone in your life who knows you well enough to konw you are still in hell Do you find this valuable? |
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Ohhsuger |
2. RE: Food Beats Me... And now I have to "recover"
Sep 21 2009, 3:32 PM EDT
"I'm so ashamed. i do well for a few days. sometimes more than that. but whenever i go home to visit my family, they keep so much food in the house, i always binge. (I throw away my own food) :-( normally i purge but they've caught on. I'm so scared I'm seeing a doctor tomorrow. and I'll probably have to feign recovery. and now i've binged and i can't purge but i feel like I'm going to get sick without trying. I feel awful in every sense of the word.The worst thing about me is that I'm such a good liar.. I don't lie all the time.. just when I need too .. When I was discovered to have ana, my mom force fed me everything .. Some good lies to the doctors should be that you ate a big breakfast and tell the doctor it was just a diet and its not a big deal, and you've stoped it and you think you look great now.. Tell your parents the same thing... Fake eating a few meals, you wont really gain.. they will think your fine :D Do you find this valuable? |
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Perfected-dreamer |
3. RE: Food Beats Me... And now I have to "recover"
Sep 21 2009, 7:39 PM EDT
Where are you Thinnernow?? You haven't been on in ages and I'm worried about ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XXOO hope like hell you're okay babe.
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