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I'm so stupid ):
Sep 19 2009, 11:11 AM EDT
Thought it was really nice that Evan stopped by while I was working yesterday. But it was only to tell me he can't take me today when he goes to celebrate his mothers birthday because the restaurant is too expensive. So I guess I don't get to see him this weekend... again. Of course, I can't help but think that if I'm perfect then maybe I'll be worth someones time. Somehow it's ok because he hasn't raped me, or cheated on me at this point. Which makes him the best boyfriend I've ever had. Hurrah for low standards. What can I expect thought? I'm not good enough for me, how can I expect to be good enough for anyone else?I drank too much last night and now I'm spending all of today working it off cause I'm such a dumbass to drown myself in self destructive activities. I should have died my last suicide attempt. I shouldn't have gotten brushed off like I did, not comitted because there weren't enough beds and because I can talk my way out of everything. I'm so broken that if I'm not thin and beautiful enough no one will want me because there won't be anything to want. And maybe if I get smaller and smaller, people will treasure the little of me there is to love. I don't want much, really. Just to be able to live my life quietly and to have someone there to hold me. Do you find this valuable? |
ThinLizzie |
1. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Sep 29 2009, 6:47 PM EDT
"not true, ur lovely, the fact that ur tryn is good enough, trust me, we love u here and are here 4 u, most times, i want to bury myself in the ground and starve till am almost dead, but the willpower isn't always there, still i dont give up and neither shd u. Remember skinny is sexy, big isn't beautiful-king adora Do you find this valuable? |
meaganar88 |
2. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Oct 1 2009, 9:27 PM EDT
No you aren't. Besides that, I know you are beautiful!!! You shouldn’t down yourself so much, I mean at least you aren’t one of those girls like my roommate is (she is 5 foot 2 inches and 200 lbs, eww, gross, yuck) and you are trying to be perfect and defiantly getting there. I’m jealous of you, for one I would not have the strength to even attempt suicide, and it takes a strong girl to do that, and for another you are smaller than I am, I am stuck at staying a size 18 bmi (in other words I’m close to lardo over there) otherwise, my parents will cut off helping me pay for college, and I don’t have that kind of money. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, more beautiful than I can ever be.
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3. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Oct 23 2009, 4:33 PM EDT
You are NOT stupid! You are a beautiful, frustrated woman who deserves love and understanding. And we love and understand you! We will always be here for you whenever you need to talk. And this guy seems like a nice guy, and he's lucky to have you! It's a monetary issue with him not taking you, nothing to do with you. The fact that he was trying to bring you, and wants to show you off to his mother, shows that he thinks you're a prize! You hold your head up lady!
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TisEmma |
4. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Nov 9 2009, 6:53 PM EST
You're an amazing person! Don't let depression beat you, everyone is worth loving no matter how they act. If u ever need to talk feel free to send me a message. Your boyfriend was being an idiot, he will see soon how valuble you are. Stay strong.Xx Do you find this valuable? |
thindragon |
5. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Tuesday, 4:01 AM EST
Stupidity it is light word. I would say mental. You have got more strength to put Your self in depression, than get Your ass up and believe, how good You are. Look at the other people, not those who are perceived straight away. Look at those who are not on the first plan and compare them to Your self.You need huge anger to see what You have missed in Your life.Each human deserve more, than mercy from others. You have got Your humanity, personality, character and strength , just use it right, show them who You are and what You hiding inside. bad guys will disappear , because You are worth respect and love for who You are , not for submission. Find Your self over again. I wish You all the best, and this is depend from You, will You take it? Or not? XXXXXXXXXX Do you find this valuable? |
wishtobeslim |
6. RE: I'm so stupid ):
Wednesday, 9:24 AM EST
''my roommate is (she is 5 foot 2 inches and 200 lbs, eww, gross, yuck) ''erww that is actually dirty. x Do you find this valuable? |
