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ix3youalot |
im so sorry :(
Oct 13 2009, 12:28 PM EDT
i dont know how to tell you this but please dont stop reading, ive grown so close to most of you on here and i dont want you to all hate me even though you have every reason to and i wouldnt blame you if you did because i have lied to you all of you at first when i came here i didnt but then i seen how beautuful all you girls were and i wanted to fit in so i used somebody elses pictures and said it was me i do know the girl not that that makes it acceptable or any better i am sorry and i hope you can forgive me if not i will completely understand if you want me to leave the site and i will respect that because i love you all so much, i just wanted to be somebody else i wanted to forget i was me and pretend i was her i hate my life and i hate the way i look but i have realized that i will never be her and i will never look like her and i realized you guys wouldnt have judged me i would love a second chance if your willing to give me one and i would love to start again im so sorry, love sophie xxxxxx
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Perfected-dreamer |
1. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 13 2009, 3:30 PM EDT
I can't speak for everyone else - but I understand your reasons for doing what you did and I'm not angry with you or anything :) I think we all have our own worlds we live in and we can all bring them into reality at time... yours was wanting to look like that girl etc. There are a hell of a lot of people I wish I could look like. Would love to know what you really look like IF you WANT to put some real pics up. xxoo Do you find this valuable? |
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ix3youalot |
2. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 13 2009, 4:24 PM EDT
thankyou, i just wanted to be honest with you all, and of course i will put some pictures up of my real self or you can add me on facebook if you like, i completely understand if anyone wants me to not be here anymore i can stop coming on here if anybody feels that wayxxx Do you find this valuable? |
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saving-jane |
3. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 13 2009, 9:06 PM EDT
you came clean..thats really brave and the best thing to do. im won't lie...im a little bummed out that i was starting to feel like i know you, but i can understand wanting to be someone else. just a question tho, everything about you youve said on here is legit right?like everything that happens in your life...its just the pics?xx cheers for honesty Do you find this valuable? |
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ix3youalot |
4. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 14 2009, 2:33 PM EDT
thankyou jane i understand that you will feel angry towards me i mean i feel like i betrayed you all and thats why i wanted to come clean because i trust you all, pretty much everything i have said on here is true but i obviously didnt want to tell everything as it is because i dont like my life but i am 15 and i am from manchester and everything and as i said to perfected dreamer if you would like my facebook i would be more than happy to give it to you it would make me feel like you know me now more because for all i know if i post pics of me you could think i was lieing again, but i will post some pics soon :)xx Do you find this valuable? |
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phoenix_7 |
5. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 14 2009, 6:09 PM EDT
I think we all understand, I mean are any of us really happy with who we are because I doubt we would be here if we were happy, I will admit like s-Jane I am a little bummed as well especially when we all made comment of how beautiful you where but yer I understand how you where feeling and can't be mad at you for that and I am sure you are still a lovely beautiful girl...I am curious though where you got so many pics? Are they someone you know because they all seem so legit I guess because they where raw and candid I guess you would say you know with the shots at school and that kind of thing... (I don't know how to explain what I mean, doesn’t matter sorry) Sorry probably not one you want to answer especially if it gives other ideas. It would be nice to get to see the real you when you’re ready but I understand if you can’t as well, I’m not confident enough yet to post a pic of me so I will wait but if you think you can then go for it, I’m sure your still a beautiful girl, I know I and most of the other girls will still be very supportive so don't you be worried there... xxx Do you find this valuable? |
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fattyfingerz |
6. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 15 2009, 10:50 AM EDT
its doesnt matter! seriosely, we like you for who you are :)it doesn't matter. you used a picture of someone else... so what? you are still you. and we like YOU :) Do you find this valuable? |
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ix3youalot |
7. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 15 2009, 4:59 PM EDT
thanks phoenix i do know the girl yeh i got them of her facebook gah i sound like a crazy pshycopath or something but im gonna post a few pics of me now so you can see the real me and gem has my facebook so she will no there legit and stuff and if youse wanna add me on facebook my email things sophieegidmann@hotmail.co.uk :)thankyou all for being so supportive i hope you can find a way to trust me again xxx Do you find this valuable? |
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saving-jane |
8. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 15 2009, 6:16 PM EDT
"thanks phoenix i do know the girl yeh i got them of her facebook gah i sound like a crazy pshycopath or something but im gonna post a few pics of me now so you can see the real me and gem has my facebook so she will no there legit and stuff and if youse wanna add me on facebook my email things sophieegidmann@hotmail.co.uk :)you know whats so funny, now youve poseted pics of the real you...i actually remember these from ages ago from your hotmail lol and when these pics of some blonde came up as you...i did wonder how you changed your looks so drastically...but i put it down to hair adn make up !lol didnt catch on. haha ure still a mate :) x Do you find this valuable? |
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gemana |
9. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 16 2009, 11:27 AM EDT
I can confirm she's legit and seriously, from what she's said to me she's truly sorry :Dlove you a lot ix3youalot, ha! xx Do you find this valuable? |
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ix3youalot |
10. RE: im so sorry :(
Oct 17 2009, 8:38 AM EDT
yeh i had some of me on ages ago but then i felt like so completely ugly i didnt want them up there, but i actually do have blonde hair at the moment but i just liked the picture of me with brown hair but theres some more on my profile :)thanks gem i love you too god what was i thinking with that name ahaa !! xxx Do you find this valuable? |
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LittleGirl_Lost |
11. RE: im so sorry :(
Nov 7 2009, 10:53 AM EST
ok so I'm new here and I've been reading some older posts just trying to get a sense of who everyone is and I think its great that ixyoualot came clean and that was such a brave thing t do!!! But I couldn't help notice (and recall from previous experience of ed sites) that in the past people have beratred others for using false images without even giving them chance to explain I just wondered and hoped that maybe we would all learn from this in the future and think before we go judging and labelling people as fake just because they do not think and act the same way you do. I guess thats all i wanted to say....and all in all you seem like an alright bunch :P
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neelola |
12. RE: im so sorry :(
Nov 7 2009, 1:00 PM EST
Hay hon,So what. You felt like we all feel and you made a bad call. End of story. I dont see any deception there. Most people use pics of models or symbols as their profile picture, so dont worry, i really dont think anyone hates you, i certainly dont. Ive read all the other comments and there all positive, so cheer up, oh and by the way, your beautiful! xxx Niamh. Do you find this valuable? |